Your body is changing now. It is purging and releasing. All the injured children, teens, and young adults within your conscious and unconscious psyche are lined up within you. See them now. They are ready to step into the vortex; they are ready to go Home.
See the vortex before you. At first, it is far away. Then, gradually, it moves closer and closer. Until, at last, the vortex is directly in front of you and directly in front of the line of your former selves who are ready to be released into its transmuting power.
The vortex is growing now. What once was a small swirling force the size of your hand is expanding. As it becomes larger, it also becomes stronger. The colors become brighter and change in hue. The deep red changes into a magenta that swirls into a silver tinged aquamarine that once had been a dark turquoise. This aquamarine then twists into a deep blue transforming it into a violet blue that shimmers as it moves faster and faster. Then the center expands in a burst of light and what had once been white and yellow becomes gold and silver.
Simultaneously, you hear the sounds of the vortex amplify and alter. What first sounds like the buzz of bees begins to take on an oscillating quality which is joined by a low hum. This hum purifies into a tone and the tone becomes a spectrum of harmonies. These harmonies raise octave by octave growing ever more complex and compelling until, just as the center of the vortex bursts into gold and silver, the sounds crescendo into the Music of the Spheres. This music alone is enough to beckon you into the swirl of light and sound.
They are ready to leave now, these portions of yourself, which you shall never again need to be. Which you shall never again ALLOW yourself to be! Stand at the threshold of the vortex to hug and kiss them all good bye. The youngest ones are first and the rest follow by chronological age except that those who are older carry the ones who are too young to walk.
You wish to hold each one and wish them farewell, but the force of the vortex pulls them through faster and faster until they are becoming a blur. All you can do is watch as more and more of the person that you have known as yourself disappears into the vortex of transmutation. You watch your children, your teens, and your young adults whisk by so quickly that you can barely discriminate one from the other.
You feel like you are in a tornado. You look around for something to hold on to, but there is nothing—nothing except your desire to remain upon the earth to fulfill your destiny. Yes, the earth that you have so often wished to leave, to abandon your responsibilities, and disappear into the wilderness of your own personal illusions. Only your desire to stay in the place that you have always wished to leave will protect you from the whirling pull of the vortex before you.
“It is not time yet,”
you hear the voice of guidance within its familiar place
in the core of your mind say.
“You are among those who have volunteered to stay until
it is time for the great journey.
Release now all portions of your past that are not able
to participate in that destiny.
Feel them as they loosen from their stranglehold
within your consciousness.
Release them as they jar themselves from their long sentence
within the prisons of your fear and pain.
Allow them to surface so that they can be free.
Free of constriction and restriction,
Free of darkness and fear.
Free of time and the limitations it has brought”
There is a final force of suction, one so strong that it almost loosens your tenacious hold on your convictions. The vortex pulls you closer and closer. You see before you the eye of the hurricane, the center of complete stillness, complete peace. This stillness beckons you to enter. Oh, can you enter now? Dare you let go and release your promise, release your destiny? The temptation threatens to uproot your dedication that has grounded you.
The core is a deep stillness, an ultimate peace. The whirl of colors and sounds emanating from it are surrounding you. Oh, can you go now? Can you just surrender to the infinite peace and love that you feel within the vortex and join the other portions of yourself, who could not longer stay, could no longer heal. After all, you are but one person. What possible difference would someone as insignificant as you make in the scheme of such a Divine Cosmic Plan?
Bit by bit, you feel yourself entering the vortex. What had once been powerful is now as gentle as an evening breeze. What had once been deafening is now as quiet as the first rays of dawn. On the other side, there will be peace. On the other side, there will be love, and justice, and freedom. You raise your foot to take that first step into the core of the vortex, but as you do so, you feel another pull. It is the pull of your promise, the pull of your destiny.
you cry to the awaiting calm.
“I will not give up.
I will not leave until I have accomplished
all that I have promised to do,
all who I have promised to BE.”
Suddenly, a hurricane of noise and a torrent of force replace the moment of stillness and calm. You must use all of your will to resist and to return—return to your desire to complete what you have vowed to do. To complete whom you have vowed to be. You know that you must turn your back on the vortex or you shall never be able to resist its call.
In one monumental act of devotion, devotion to the Divine Plan, you turn around to face the challenge that you have threatened to leave. Behind you, you feel the instant release of the vortex.
In a flash of golden light—
It is gone!
You are alone.
But wait, before you a vision is forming. Gradually, you realize that the vision is one of a stairway, a stairway of light that is descending from the infinite unknown. Floating down the stairs you see wondrous beings filled with light, love and, oh, filled with peace. Who are these beautiful beings, you wonder?
“We are you,”
they reply in unison.
“Now that you have released the portions of yourself
that have suffered upon the third dimension,
we can fill you with the portions of yourself
that have loved upon the higher planes.
We are you, you see.
We are portions of your Soul that have awaited
this moment so that you could release your pain
and embrace your glory—our glory.”
One by one, the beings of light
are descending the golden stairway
and entering your heart.
Now you can feel within yourself
and the glory,
and, yes, the love.
Now, you can feel within you, the confidence and faith to fulfill the purpose for which you have taken embodiment!