PART V: MANY SELVES
I am Mytria, here to further assist you. Now that you have observed your Essence, take a moment to examine your physical form from the perspective of your Soul/SELF. Through your “Eyes of Soul” your body has changed, even if that change is not yet apparent to your physical eyes. For one thing, instead of your physical body being YOU, it is the form which YOU inhabit in this particular lifetime. From your Soul’s perspective you can also see that your current earth vessel has become lighter, both in color and in density.
Maintaining your higher dimensional viewpoint, look at what appears to be a cloud, around you. This “cloud” is actually your multidimensional SELF. Move your awareness into that cloud and use your fifth/sixth dimensional consciousness to experience the Essence of your SELF in all your different incarnations on different planets, galaxies and dimensions. Take a moment to FEEL your many forms, friends, families and cultures. Realize that ALL of these fragments of your SELF exist within the same moment of the NOW. All of these fragments of SELF have the same Essence as your present ego/self, which is the dense core of the “cloud.”
From the Heart of your total SELF, which encompasses each and every portion of your SELF, Unconditionally Love your physical ego/self, your “Grounding Point” on planet Earth. That YOU is a great pioneer and an incredibly courageous person. Your Grounding Point is strong enough to see through the many illusions of the 3D world, ignore the myriad opportunities to fall into fear, and stand at the crest of the wave of planetary transformation. This small fragment of your SELF needs love and support to confront the many thoughts and feelings that constantly threaten your return to forgetfulness.
From the perspective of your Multidimensional SELF, comfort, love and support the brave fragment of you who is returning to SELF while also contributing to the Planetary Ascension. From the Heart of your Soul/SELF, embrace your small physical Earth/self to fill that YOU with Unconditional Love. Integrate the consciousness of your Soul/SELF into the consciousness of your ego/self. It is this merging of Heart and Mind of your highest and most expansive SELF within your “self” that will assure your transformation.
Now, place your awareness on your current physical ego/self. Feel how you have changed. Close your physical eyes so that you may more easily see the multidimensional “cloud” of your many SELVES. Be still in your body, heart and mind, so that you may deeply experience the love and consciousness of your SELF. FEEL your Heart expand to encompass the gift of Unconditional Love. FEEL your consciousness rise to accept the “Knowing” of the higher dimensions. You needn’t DO anything. Just BE the expanded SELF that you have always been, but have forgotten. From this state of Beingness, you can more clearly and objectively observe your transformation.
Return now to your awareness of the many lives inside of you, and realize how the Essence of YOU has not changed. Go inside—deep, deep inside—through all of your lives and all of your realities to find your fundamental nature, your Essence. I know that it is difficult to describe this personification of your Soul. Thus, allow me to guide you in a visualization of YOUR Essence:
Close your eyes to see the Cloud of your SELF encompassing you. Use your higher vision to see the “Doorway to your Essence.” As you relax into this image, you feel a quiet breeze that opens this doorway to lead you deep into your core…
which leads to another door to your core…
which is deep in the core of your core…
which leads to another doorway inside of the core of…
Doors within doors—Realities within realities…
ALWAYS, there is the “breeze.” This breeze is familiar but undetermined, like an aroma from long ago that gives rise to a certain feeling. However, the memory that accompanies the feeling is still indistinct. Relax into this feeling as you move through the many doorways of your many, multidimensional realties. You may not see the realities. Yet, fortunately, you can feel the “breeze” of your Essence, almost as a ghost, moving swiftly through thousands, perhaps millions, of doors, leaving each doorway open with its passage.
Yes, the doorways are ALL open now. And, your Essence is a gossamer string that ties the doorways together like pearls on a necklace. This “necklace,” with all the open doorways decorating it like charms, forms a huge, Universal Circle. Your Universal Circle shifts and moves up and down, light as feathers in the wind, as it swirls through many different galaxies and dimensions. Some of these “feathers” are different, while some are so similar that they seem to have come from the same bird.
Indeed, you see now that there is a flock of birds just above you, and their feathers are of the same Essence as yours. Indeed, it is the same bird. No! It is not a bird. It is an Angel. In fact, it is a flock of Angels. Above them is the “nest” which all the Angel Birds share. This “nest” is made of light that shimmers and moves like the Northern Lights. This Light radiates from a Source that is beyond your perception, yet you know it is there. It is this Light that unites all the Angel Birds, all the feathers, as well as the Universal Circle with the opened doorways.
As you allow yourself to float into this Light, you feel your Essence blend with all your other Essences. In a flash, you are overtaken by a feeling of unity, a moment of recognition, a whisper of promise. The promise is a secret, a puzzle, a labyrinth. If you can follow this labyrinth, you will solve the puzzle and find the secret—the secret of your SELF.
Take a long moment now, as long as you need, to bask in the Essence of your SELF.
Close you eyes, tune out the outer world, and go deep, deep inside. Once inside, go up, up in vibration.
Experience yourself moving through the Doorways, feel your SELF in all your myriad forms, and KNOW your Multidimensional SELF.
Integrate that SELF into your mundane life with your every breath.
THE RIVER OF LIQUID LIGHT
Back in your Integration Chamber you see the door before you. It is slightly ajar with streams of Violet Light peeking through the opening. You walk to the door and extend your finger to touch the Violet Light. As you do so, the light is absorbed into your finger and you feel your consciousness going down, down, down into your physical body. You perceive this process simultaneously from the “outside” with your eyes and from the “inside” with your physical sensations. You SEE the Light running up the finger that touched it, while you also FEEL its warmth within your physical body.
Your “outside self” watches the light running up your finger. At the same time, your “inside self’s” perception is that of being a drop of liquid in a stream of violet, liquid light slowly flowing through a long dark cave. This “cave” is actually the inside view of your physical body. This point of vision may be unique, as you likely have never before experienced your body from the inside. Nevertheless, you experience yourself floating in a river of violet waters through a deep cave with circular walls that are shades of red and orange. From this interior perspective, you know that you are inside your physical body, but you have no sense of how this body would appear from the outside. You are your body elementals of earth, air, fire and water, who have no awareness of the world outside of their cave.
Now, view your body from the outside and feel it from the inside as the Violet Light travels up your right arm, across your shoulder, down your collarbone, and slowly into your heart. The Light then flows down to your third chakra, second chakra, and into your root chakra. At the same time, the Light travels up into your throat chakra, your third eye and your crown chakra. The Light also flows into your left arm and hand as well as into all areas of your brain. For a long moment, time is suspended. All is completely still as your body adjusts to a sensation that is simultaneously totally unique, yet completely familiar.
Slowly you feel and see the Violet Light move down your legs and deep into Gaia’s body. Time means nothing to you. Space has lost all connotations. Externally you see the light entering every centimeter of your form, while internally you ARE the liquid light that is flowing through tunnel, after tunnel, after tunnel of your physical “cave.”
You can no longer stand at the doorway, and find that you must sit, or lie down, on the furniture in your Chamber. The furniture is the same familiar texture and comfort as always; however, something is different. You know that you and the furniture are different forms of matter, but you no longer experience the strong distinction between the two. This is because you can now “see” the sparkle of violet light that unites everything in your room. It is in this moment you KNOW that the sense of separation in the third dimension is an illusion.
As you look back at the Door of your Integration Chamber, you see another Door inside of it with Violet Light streaming through it. This is a Universal Doorway, which calls you to open it and enter. As you project your consciousness towards the Door it opens, and you become a small speck of pure light moving through a huge door. You float right through the middle of the doorway into a darkness that is denser than you could ever imagine.
But wait. You see a spark of light in the distance. Yes, the blackness has turned to charcoal gray and the source of the light is now evident. As you continue your journey toward the light, you see that it is oscillating. You zoom in closer, until you see that the light is a nucleus with orbiting electrons and protons.
You move through the electrons and protons like a space ship flying through the rings of Saturn. Straight into the core of the Light you go. At first the light is blinding, but gradually, you become accustomed to it. Something is dancing in the light. Couples that look like long, angular snakes are joining into pairs. You realize that these pairs are your DNA. You float by, and grab a DNA strand. Instantly, you are pulled onto a stairway filled with molecules. Again, couples are finding each other. You are now a slithering snake filled with the recipes for life. However, you are also the Violet Light, which you can feel within your Essence. Slowly, your vision blurs as your consciousness can no longer exist in any manner with which you are familiar.
In a flash your eyes open, and you look onto the familiar ceiling of your Integration Chamber, which has long been your protector. You look towards the door within the door and find that it is also closed with no light leaking through either door jam. The room is darkened, yet you see perfectly. It is as though you are wearing a miner’s hat with the light shining out before you. The light, of course, is violet. First the light is a dim mist, and then gradually, the mist becomes streaks of light streaming from you, through you, around you and over you. The light streams onto the doors, but they do not open. You have not yet completed your initiation. There is more integration that is necessary. You are tired now, and ready. But for what are you ready?
The Violet Light has now entered every cell and atom of your body’s consciousness. This process can make you extremely tired, and you may feel as though you are struggling to free yourself from a heavy bondage. You may not know what you feel bonded to, but you hope it is your old bondage to your third dimensional Core Beliefs of limitation and separation. However, you are still hearing judgmental thoughts about others and yourself. Hence, beware, for with the integration of the Violet Light, your powers of manifestation are greatly accelerated. Therefore, guard your every thought and emotion, for they shall be manifest in your life almost instantly.
Take a moment now to feel the integration of the Violet Light into every particle of your Being.
FEEL your transforming body from the inside, while you also SEE it from the inside.
Remind yourself throughout your busy day that you are in the process of returning to SELF.
PART VI: LIVING IN COMPASSION
I AM Mytria returned to assist you. I know is not easy to be in the Integration Chamber while maintaining an active working life in the third dimension. Nevertheless, you have persevered, and kept alive the parallel reality of this experience. For that, I commend you greatly.
As a Light worker, you likely have an Essence that does not easily adapt to the third dimension. Instead, your Essence would love to soar in the higher dimensions and experience multiple realities in a single moment. As a member of the Planetary Ascension Team, you were meant to always keep an awareness of your true Essence, so that you could be among the “Ones Who Remember.” Also, your connection to your Essence was meant to be especially strong in this life to assist you in keeping your agreement to be a portal-opener and a way-shower.
However, the light and dark needs to be balanced in your consciousness before you can regain a full, conscious connection with the Essence of your SELF. The reason for this is, in at least one of your many lives, you have done ALL the “bad” things for which you have judged others. In order to maintain a full connection to your SELF, you must have compassion for all life. However, before you can feel compassion for others, you must first have compassion for your self. Hence, remember to love, accept and forgive yourself—UNCONDITIONALLY.
Once you have learned to live in compassion, you realize that there are no polarities, such as “good” or “bad,” there are only extreme polarities of the same spectrum. There are three perspectives to living in loving compassion: ONE, the perspective of your Multidimensional Soul/SELF in the higher dimensions. TWO, the perspective of your physical self filled with the Violet Light. THREE the perspective of your Multidimensional Soul/SELF fully integrated into your physical body and acting as the Captain of your earth vessel.
Practice these three perspectives of your life in the midst of your busy day. In order to remember to do so, it will greatly assist you if, as you fall asleep each night and awaken each morning, you see your self from the inside filled with Violet Light. Extend this vision of your inner self all the way down into your DNA. You are Soul, and Soul is NOW the Captain of your earth vessel. Through your Eyes of Soul, you naturally perceive your 3D life with Unconditional Love and Detached Compassion.
It is this constant sense of love and compassion that will allow you to recalibrate your physical body, chakra by chakra, so that you can accept, integrate and use the fifth/sixth dimensional frequency in your daily earthly life. In this manner, you will also serve as a “step-down-transformer” by grounding these higher vibrations into the body of Gaia.
We of the Violet Temple commend you. We understand the persistence it takes to continue with this process. Now it is the DAWN, and soon you will bloom in ITS expanding Light. Do not be concerned about your third dimensional life. Continue to FEEL the picture of the life you wish to create, THINK as though that life is already manifested, while you LOVE yourself for exactly who you are right now. Remember you are ALWAYS in the Violet Temple where your body continues to transform from the level of your DNA outward.
Be sure to remember that, first your consciousness expands into the fifth and sixth dimensions, then your Soul/SELF takes command of your earth vessel, and then your body must be recalibrated to accept and integrate this higher frequency. Be patient with yourself, and be patient with the world around you. If you had always driven your car with the lowest octave, leaded fuel, how would it respond if you suddenly filled it up with jet fuel? The car would breakdown completely. That is what this experience is about. It gives you an opportunity to “break-down” so that you can “build-up” a new operating system.
Feel your fatigue. How can you release that which you cannot feel? Allow yourself to feel how deeply tired you are, tired of the third dimension and tired of the limiting beta brainwaves. When you are exhausted you often have trouble sleeping, and adding to this lack of sleep is your daily work and responsibility. If that isn’t enough, you also have downloaded a new vibration which makes you long soar into the higher dimensions. Fortunately, your Soul/SELF is inside of your earth vessel preparing to connect your nerve receptors to your Higher Consciousness so that you may more easily experience your inner and outer lives in the same moment of the NOW.
MESSAGE FROM THE NEW CAPTAIN
Hear your SELF inside of you saying, “I am the YOU that you have always longed for. I KNOW all that you wish to learn. I AM your SELF. I AM the interface, the portal through which you can travel to all of your higher dimensional realities. Through me you can perceive all that I perceive, just as, through you, I can experience all that you experience. We are in a partnership. This partnership is based on continuous communication. As your partner, I will not tell you what to do. You are still an individual entity, just as I am. However, our responsibility has expanded to encompass each other. Ego and Soul are now ONE.
“I have sacrificed to ‘our’ earth vessel some of my fifth dimensional reality. In turn, to avoid overload, I ask you to remember that I am always here and constantly working with you. You are now carrying infinitely more psychic influence as well as infinitely more responsibility. I say ‘infinitely’ because, through me, you are connected to the infinity of All That Is. Hence, it is imperative that you slow your life down so that you can more easily fully integrate my presence. Once I am fully integrated into ‘our’ earth vessel, you can more easily adapt to ‘our’ new life.
“Do not forget that you are continually taking more light into every cell and atom of your body. The ego may not be aware, but everything follows a “Divine Timeframe” for a certain purpose and reason. Later you will understand why you have taken on your present challenges. Trust, now, that whatever happens is within your ability to love and accept. I, your Soul/SELF, am in control. You have allowed my higher vibration to enter you, the Grounding Point of our SELF, and I take full responsibility for your protection and health. Remember, what is impossible for your ego is easy for ME—your Soul. Let us now enter the Doorway to our Ancestors as ONE.”
Take a moment to communicate with your Soul/SELF.
Begin by FEELING your SELF inside your consciousness, your physical body, and every cell, atom and DNA.
Listen. What does your Soul have to say to YOU?
DOORWAY TO THE ANCESTORS
Through the Doorway to the Ancestors lies the secret of the transformation of the first eight cells of your current physical incarnation. These first eight cells, which are held within the Atma of your Heart Chakra, hold the blueprint for your entire earth vessel. They must be cleared before you can trigger the activation of your Lightbody and fulfill the Mission for which your Soul volunteered in this lifetime.
Do not be concerned that you do not look like a Lightbody on the third dimension, as your Lightbody will be invisible to third dimensional vision. Instead, it hides deep within the core of your earth vessel as a constant portal into your Multidimensional SELF. Within the Divine Timeframe, all Lightbodies will expand beyond the confines of their clay shells to steward in the Planetary Ascension.
If you became Lightbody at this “time,” you would resonate so far above Earth’s vibration that you would ascend now and not be able to complete your Mission of contributing to the Planetary Ascension. With your inner Lightbody serving as a portal, you will be conscious of more than one dimension at a time. When you are not distracted by your 3D tasks, you will be able to consciously shift your perception from one reality to another with the force of your intention.
Take a long moment to look at the Doorway. Are you ready to enter it now? Do you see how ancient it is? The door is slightly rounded at the top and covered with patterns of gold, silver and bronze. These metals are the best conductors of electricity, which is a form of Light. The metals are engraved in antediluvian patterns which represent the higher dimensions, as well as ancient cultures. There is no handle, as this door can only be opened by a mind that accepts multidimensional consciousness and a heart that embraces Soul’s love and intention.
One does not enter this door frivolously. It is serious indeed to enter the Realm of the Ancients. Once there, you must find the vial that holds the thought-form for your first eight cells. When the higher dimensional thought-form of these cells is transmuted, your third dimensional “first eight cells” will begin their process of transmutation as well. Once this transformation is complete, your entire physical body can begin its process of accepting, integrating, and eventually, using the Light of your higher dimensional SELF to transform your life. Gratefully, you have volunteered to also participate in the transformation of Gaia and all Her inhabitants.
Once you are in the Realm of the Ancients, there will be many vials of eight cells. How will you find the proper one? But wait, first, you must open the door. To do so, you will join your heart and mind, with your Soul’s intention. Enter the core of your heart so that you may better experience the “tone” of your emotions. Listen to your thoughts to see the “matrix” they create. Your thoughts are the light matrix of your creations and your emotions are the sounds that fill that matrix with substance.
Feel the tone of your heart and the light in your mind. Feel the “electricity” that is created by their joining. Now, with the Spirit of your Soul, INTEND to open the door. Once you join your Soul’s intention with your thoughts and emotions you create the Holy Trinity of mind (thought), body (emotion), and Spirit (Soul).
OPENING THE DOOR
Listen to your thoughts, feel your emotions. Instead of working hard, surrender to the intention of your Soul. Once you are ready, the door will open without any effort at all. This “Surrendering to Soul” is how you shall live all your life when you have learned to allow your Soul/SELF to take the helm. As long as surface issues are important to you, you shall be held behind, as your ego will still be in control. You will know when your Soul is in control, as your Soul has no physical desires, and can see through all illusion. For this reason, Soul will not be “limited” by the physical reality nor “separated” from the Flow of the ONE.
The door is opened wide now. The first thing that you see is a long corridor lined with shelves filled with vials that contain the first eight cells of your many incarnations. Before you can determine the proper vial, you must first proceed to the main circular room so that you can open your Atma. It is only with your heart’s Atma, that you can feel the harmonic resonance of the vial containing the first eight cells of your current physical form.
As you walk down the long corridor, you come to a circular chamber. A huge Violet Fire radiates from far beneath the chamber and rises to the Unknown above it. You cannot determine where the Fire begins or where it ends. However, you can feel it beckoning your heart to enter. Can you take the leap? Can you have the courage to trust the call of your heart? Yes. You must!
You must trust your heart, for it is all you have to follow in a room filled with fear. Yes, there is much fear here, all the fear of all your ancestors. However, there is also much love, all the love of all your ancestors. It is only with your heart that you can follow the FEEL of Love rather than the FEEL of Fear. Jump now. Jump into your destiny and into your Source. Jump quickly before the fear has a chance to invade you. Follow the call of your Soul, who is urging you forward and reminding you that whatever you lose was never yours in the first place.
You jump. You expect to fall; but, instead, you rise. Higher and higher you rise into the infinite top of the Flame. You see nothing, except the intense violet of the Flame. You hear nothing except a tone, which you actually feel more than hear. As you try to find your body, you realize that you are only a beam of light in the Violet of the Flame. You know now that there are many other beams of light such as you; they are your many ancestors. As your ancestors gather around you, your beam of light grows. You are having an ancestral reunion of light and sensation.
You KNOW all that you have ever been within all of your third and fourth physical realities. Your ancestors are not your relatives, they are YOU. You are gathering together now, for you will ALL ascend TOGETHER. You will gather all the fragments of your Soul when you ascend this time, for the entire planet will ascend with you. You are complete with your experience of the lower worlds, except that, first, you will continue with your Mission. First, you will release your old programming of limitation and separation. You could never “work hard” enough to achieve that which is ALWAYS yours within the Flame. Therefore, Surrender; Surrender to the Violet Flame.
After a moment, or is it an eternity, you return to a consciousness that you did not know you had lost. In fact, all your ancestors, all your realities, are returning and forming a circle around the edges of the Flame. You are holding hands and sharing hearts, for you are all fragments of the same SELF. You have recovered your SELF now. You ARE your SELF. Together, as one Being, you return to the hallway with the many veils. You no longer have to choose the correct vial, for they are all hold the same Essence, the Essence of YOU.
As you look more closely, you see the emanations shinning through each vial, and you realize that it is not the vial that holds the Essence, but rather the Essence that is holding the vial. You also realize it is not your body that holds your Soul, but your Soul that holds your body. With this realization, all the vials disappear. Instead, there are long rows of vibrating matrixes consisting of eight small beams of light each. They are all harmonized. They are all healed.
As you leave the corridor and feel the great door closing behind you remember:
It is not the body that makes the Soul.
It is the Soul that makes the body.
Jump into your Destiny, and
Jump into your SELF.