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There is a glimmer
in the back of my mind
and the core of my heart.

This glimmer knows the secret of joy.

This secret is trying to reveal itself
and I am trying to "stop trying"
so that I can accept.

For joy can only live in peace
and peace cannot abide struggle
and when I "try"
it feels like I am struggling.

I know that if I surrender,
surrender to the knowing,
I will gain all that I seek.

But the struggle persists.
Then suddenly
it is gone.

Gone into a moment of insight
a feeling of peace,
or love,
a thought of acceptance
of myself.

I know,
not with my mind,
or even with my heart,

I know with my Soul
that for a breath of the NOW
I am united with Spirit.

And all is peace,
all is joy,
all is love,
and acceptance.

But then
I forget what I know
and how it felt to know it.

I remember that
I must do something-
or go somewhere.

I remember my worries
and I remember my fear.

That fear then blocks the glimmer
and buries the core
and I forget the love.

I forget the love that can
calm the fear
that made me forget.

I forget the love that can
help me to remember the glimmer
and allow it to grow.

Someday,
and I know that day is soon,
the power of the fear
will be reduced to a shadow.

A shadow of the glimmer
that has grown into a
beacon of Light-
the light of LOVE,

A Love I have for myself!

CONTINUE TO THE THOUGHTS DOOR