APRIL 2009

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Dear Readers,

I hope that being in the Arcturian Corridor (see archived newsletters from September 11, 2008) has been as transformative experience for you as it has been for me. Of course, as with all spiritual transformations, the change begins within. Then one day, for no apparent reason, we make a shift in our outer world. This shift occurs because our perceptions, which were once limited to five senses of our third dimensional reality, increase to encompass the expanded perceptions of our multidimensional reality. These expanded perceptions allow us to perceive the many frequencies of reality above and below the third dimension. This upgrade occurs as we regain our innate, multidimensional consciousness.

At first, this alteration in our awareness is very subtle. Perhaps a sunset is exceptionally brilliant, or we know who is calling us on the phone. Maybe, we just happen to find that parking place or know what that person will say before they speak. We become more aware of our thoughts and our emotions because they quickly manifest in our life. Because we are beginning to experience our reality in a new, improved fashion, old beliefs in the illusions of limitation and separation are replaced with a knowing that we are all ONE with a bigger picture. We have spent much of our lives believing in a reality based on separation from each other, from Gaia and from Spirit. Now, our expanded consciousness and perceptions prove these old beliefs to be incorrect.

We have discovered that if we choose to focus on love and gratitude that our fear diminishes. We have also learned that we are incredibly resourceful and able to face great challenges with clear thinking and a loving heart. Our inner transformation has enhanced our ability to perceive latent potentials that have, up till now, seemed impossible. In other words, we have remembered to remember that WE are the creators of our reality, and WE can choose the reality in which Gaia and all Her inhabitants easily transmutes into the fifth dimension.

As one-by-one we choose to protect our expanded consciousness by replacing fear and negative thinking with love, gratitude and hope, we raise the resonance of the Collective Consciousness, as well as the Planetary Consciousness. We have all had the experience ob being in a room filled with anger and fear and felt how that heaviness invaded our mood. On the other hand, we have also had the experience of being in a room filled with love and joy and noticed how our energy expands and lightens. Therefore, as each one of us clears our own inner darkness, we clear the darkness within the Collective and Planetary Consciousness, as well as the darkness within the lower Astral Plane of the fourth dimension.

Eventually, the Collective will reach critical mass. Critical mass is the “Hundredth Monkey” that influences the monkeys across the water to eat the sweet potatoes or the first bubble that sets the entire pan of water into a rolling boil. The boiling water has started its transformation into steam, just as we have started our transformation into Lightbody. Another important shift that is occurring is that it is becoming increasingly difficult to hide the Light of our Multidimensional SELF. Many of us who have lived as awakened ones in a world of darkness and fear, as well as those who are awakening now, have split our selves into two people—the one we truly are and the one that others need to see.

I learned as a child that my inner life had no place in my outside reality. Hence, I split my self into the spiritual person and the physical person. As you can imagine, and have likely experienced, this denial of my true SELF created great depression, as well as many unsolvable problems. Of course, the more I embraced my SELF in daily life, the more the “unsolvable problems” found their solutions and the happier and more fulfilled I felt.

The process of writing “Journey Through the Arcturian Corridor,” which is still in process and will return next month, has been very transformational for me. The Arcturians, first mentioned in my site in Journey into the Vortex, www.multidimensions.com/Conscious/con_dreams_journey.html were the first Star Being to come into my meditations around 1994. It was the Arcturians who repeatedly directed me to create the website, but it was several years before I had the courage to “come out of hiding” in 1999. However, even thought I was “going public” a split still existed, the split between Suzan Caroll, esoteric author and artist and Suzanne Lie PhD, psychotherapist.

Through writing my website, as well as from receiving emails from thousands of readers all over the world, I have grown enough to “come out” of deep cover. Now, during this time of Spring, when the old is dying and the new just blooming, I wish to publicly merge Suzanne Lie PhD (member of the professional 3D world) with Suzan Caroll, author (member of the esoteric multidimensional world). In doing so, I wish to introduce you to my new site SuzannePhD.com www.suzanneliephd.com

Just as I have written newsletters, then put them into the body of the Multidimensional site, I will be writing new newsletters and putting them into my new site. Both sites will be linked, as I AM now my SELF in my everyday life (most of the time). The newsletter for www.suzanneliephd.com will be titled Awakening and will focus on the challenges of being our true SELF in daily life. Someone’s gotta do it - so why not us?? This month’s Multidimensional News and Awakening is ONE newsletter. Then, in May, Awakening will take its first solo voyage.

The Suzanne Lie PhD site presents a new psychotherapy, which is based on the practical aspects of awakening to and embracing the joys and challenges of daily life in our new multidimensional reality.

MULTIDIMENSIONAL COUNSELING

There are many dimensions to our character. We are the sum/total of everyone we have ever been. Hence, inside we are children, teens, adults, friends, lovers, parents and wives or husbands. Also, we usually behave differently with different people. There is the person we are with our close friends and with more distant friends, the person we are in our intimate relationships, the person we are with our family, the person we are at work, and many, many more.

We are many people in our consciousness and in our body. In fact, we are like a “town.” In this town, WE are all the people, and WE are the Mayor. Our job as Mayor is to find a way to listen to all of our “constituents,” assist them in solving their problems and enforce a strong, caring “arm of the law” if any one’s actions endanger the other members of the town.

The Mayor is elected by the majority vote. Hence, if our town has a majority of wounded children, victims and irresponsible adults, the citizens would likely elect a Mayor of that same character. In this case, the town would not be a very pleasant place. On the other hand, if our town were primarily comprised of self-realized adults, a self-realized Mayor would likely be elected, and our town would be a much happier place to live.

Third Dimensional Ego/Self

The Mayor is representative of the majority of the citizens of the town. Our life experiences have created wounded children and self-realized adults, as well as everything in-between. These portions of our self represent our unconscious and conscious third dimensional ego/self. Counseling can be helpful in finding and/or creating our self-realized adult. This adult can then heal the wounded parts of our self so that we can create a happier, more fulfilling life.

Dimensions are a means of organizing different planes of existence according to their vibratory rate. Each dimension has certain sets of laws and principles that are specific to the frequency of that dimension. For more information about dimensions and multidimensional consciousness, please click:   www.multidimensions.com/MDC/mdc_home.html.

Becoming a “good Mayor” of our third dimensional life precedes venturing into our higher dimensional self. Conversely, our higher self can greatly assist us in healing our wounded selves, as well as placing our strongest self in charge of our “town.” Initially, our higher dimensional self is usually our fourth dimensional self. The fourth dimension is our “aura,” which is one octave in frequency above our physical, third dimensional self.

Lower Fourth Dimensional Wounded/Self

The fourth dimension is similar to a pond, with the bottom of the pond being closest to the physical realm. The highest frequency of the fourth dimension is similar to the top of the pond, which is illuminated by the light of the fifth dimension. All the unresolved traumas, fears, conflicts and wounds of our third dimensional life are archived in the bottom of this fourth dimensional pond, which is usually our Unconscious.

These archived memories and emotions have direct access to our physical body and unconscious behavior. If these secrets are not brought into our awareness to be healed and released, they can cause great problems. Most of our behavior is directed by our Unconscious, as it takes too much energy to think about all our physical reactions and facial expressions.

These unconscious reactions leak into our daily life from the archives at the bottom of the fourth dimensional pond to reveal our true feelings. The other problem that our fourth dimensional archives can cause is illness, or injury. We like to think that our emotions are “in our mind.” In reality, our emotions are largely the hormonal responses of our ductless glands, our endocrine system that spreads our emotions throughout our entire body. If the emotion is of joy or love, our body feels calm and peaceful. On the other hand, if the emotion is fear, anger or sorrow, our body feels nervous, tense or depressed.

If we ignore the messages that our emotions communicate to us via our body, the stress on our immune system, muscles and concentration can cause us to get injured or become ill. These “accidents” or illnesses are the only avenue left for our emotions to communicate with us. In actuality, our emotions are like the symbols on dashboard of our car. If we see the “service engine soon” warning and go to the mechanic, there will likely be no problem. However, if we ignore the blinking red light, the damage will become much greater. Our emotions will be expressed, whether or not we are “in control” of that expression. In other words, if we listen to the whisper, we don’t need to suffer the pain of the shout.

Therefore, we need to check the messages from our unconscious self, attend to what is necessary, then “empty the trash.” We can’t always consciously register uncomfortable emotions, as we need to DO LIFE. Therefore, we often ignore our messages until they show up in our bodies. This process is similar to “getting the mail.” How often do we “temporarily” put the mail somewhere until we can get to it? We don’t want to throw it away, as there may be something we want to keep. However, if we don’t get to it, eventually, there is a huge pile of mail on the table. Hence, we need to look at our mail (emotions) as soon as possible. In this way, we can instantly recognize what needs to be released, what needs to be processed and what needs to be enjoyed.

How often have we allowed our stress to build up until we are unpleasant to be around, exhausted or sick? At those times, we may wonder why we feel depressed or lonely, or feel like no one cares. Similarly, how often have we allowed our child’s smile, a beautiful day, a warm hello from a friend or a new opportunity to have some fun go unnoticed? When we become “unconscious” about the world around us, we also miss many great opportunities for love and happiness.

Highest Fourth Dimensional Spirit/Self

Once we learn to be a good Mayor we remember to consciously register our reactions to what is happening in our reality, send out the appropriate pardons and take care of the weak, our town/consciousness expands. At this point, we begin to receive messages from our highest fourth dimensional expression of SELF—known as our I AM Presence. We then realize that our wounded child, depressed teen and victimized adult have really been holding us back. This is when the fun starts, as our I AM Presences begins to awaken our desire to be more creative, enjoy life and express our purpose. Most children stay in touch with their I AM Presence until they are teens or suffer a traumatic event. This “loss of innocence” often creates a deep sense of sadness and loneliness, as if we have lost our best friend. In fact, we have.

Fortunately, with the clutter of our daily lives somewhat managed and our re-connection to our I AM Presence, we can go inside to do some really deep work. This work could not be done before, as without the guidance and comfort of this spiritual presence, it would be too difficult to enter the dark waters of our deepest unconscious. Also, the promise of fun, creativity, joy and purpose spur us on. This is the point where the real multidimensional counseling begins.

This counseling is multidimensional because our higher fourth dimensional Spirit/Self reveals higher and higher expressions of our Multidimensional SELF, which raises our self-esteem enough that we can go deeper and deeper into the old, archived files of our unconscious ego/self. However, once these old issues are released from our unconscious mind, we must also release them from our body. Hence, we work multidimensionally to clear our third dimensional body at the same time that we release archived emotions from the depths of our fourth dimensional archives.

Our highest Spirit/Self serves as a buoy at the top of our fourth dimensional pond to love and encourage our wounded ego/self in the dark waters of the lower, fourth dimension. Many of us have managed to stay connected with our Spirit and have greatly benefited from that love and guidance. However, one of the components of walking the Spiritual Path is “The Dark Night of the Soul.” This Dark Night is when a life challenge is so difficult or disappointing that we temporarily lose our connection to Spirit. Without the inner voice of our Spirit, we feel as though we are alone and abandoned in a hostile world.

We have chosen to enter the experience of being an individual on third dimensional Earth. A component of this process is to experience feeling totally alone within our individuality during some of our greatest initiations so that we can learn to “do it our self.” This Dark Night is extremely difficult, but it is when we realize and understand that WE are the creators of our reality; and the only way that WE can fully awaken from our darkness is to find and OWN our inner light. It is during these times, as we may have more than one Dark Night, that we grow into our adult Multidimensional SELF.

Fifth Dimensional Soul/SELF

As we progress in our awakening to our SELF, we regain our connection to Spirit. Through awakening as adults after our Dark Night, we realize that our Spirit is not “up in Heaven,” but within our SELF. At this point, our consciousness greatly expands beyond the surface of our fourth dimensional pond and into the light of the fifth dimension, which has always shown upon us. We are then ready to initiate an intimate relationship with the higher dimensional expressions of our Multidimensional SELF who resonate to the fifth dimension and beyond.

Once this relationship is formed we can begin downloading, integrating and expressing our Multidimensional SELF in our everyday life. This expression of total SELF is a dynamic process, for there is no completion, or beginning, with an infinite process. All of us are magnificent, Multidimensional Beings of great wisdom, power and love. However, when we took on a third dimensional body most of us forgot our SELF in the higher dimensions.

When we gain more and more mastery of our daily reality, in other words mastery of our thoughts and emotions that create our everyday life, we can begin to use our great POWER to create a life that we LOVE. We also accept that along the way there will be initiations, life challenges, so that we can expand our WISDOM. This expanded wisdom allows us to look around to see how we can share our SELF with others and contribute to the joint reality we are ALL creating.

The process of creating our reality is good, bad and everything in-between, but it steadily advances us into higher and higher expressions of our SELF in our daily life. Also, the more we expand our consciousness into our higher dimensional SELF, the more we become aware of our third, second and first dimensional SELF, as well as our connection to the Quantum Realities. Therefore, the higher up we go to BE our SELF, the further we can go into our human self to heal not only our present life, but also our “past lives” and alternate realities.

Our consciousness is like an ever-expanding garden. Even after we have cleared all the weeds, fertilized the soil and planted new and healthy plants, we must constantly tend it with loving care.

If you feel you feel you need a little help along the way, please contact me at:

310 540-1313
suzancaroll@multidimensions.com

My journey has been documented in great detail - and continues - at www.multidimensions.com written under the pen name of Suzan Caroll.

I am available for counseling in person (I am located in Santa Monica and Redondo Beach) or the phone. Through my website, I have communicated with awakening ones all over the world. We are fortunate to be alive in this time of great transition. However, it is during these changes that we may need to seek counsel.

THE SHADOW POND

Before me was a pond filled with shadow and mystery. I wondered what could be within that pond that so held my attention. I turned to walk away, but with my very first step I knew that I must stay. If I could not see what was in the pond, maybe I would have to feel it. Maybe, I would have to actually enter the pond and feel its dark waters upon me.

The thought of entering the murky water made me cringe. Should I keep my clothes on as some meager attempt at protection or should I enter the water as naked as the day I was born?

I knew the answer. I must face the depths without any external protection. I must find my protection in the courage that it would take to enter the murky pond. Courage, which was deep within my core, would be my only protection to face the darkness and the secrets that it held. ?? I shed my clothes quickly, before I lost my nerve, and jumped into the foreboding pond. I held my breath and immediately dove to the bottom. I navigated with my arms, as I was not quite ready to open my eyes.

When I touched the bottom of the pond, I knew that I must open my eyes while I still had enough air in my lungs to remain at the bottom. A vision of muck and grime awaited my opening eyes. But what was that—just over there?

Something golden was sparkling against the surrounding filth. Oh, it must be rescued, I thought. It does not belong here. This golden thing is different from the dirt that surrounds it.

I swam to the golden sparkle and wiped the mud from its surface. The dark mud hovered in the water, waiting to again cover the golden object. I reached for the treasure with the intention of bringing it to the surface, but found that it was held fast to the bottom of the pond. I pulled and pulled, but it did not budge.

Finally, I stood on the silt-covered bottom to gather enough resistance to free the bit of gold. My toes squished into the sticky mud and my struggle filled the water with silt. I had to close my eyes to protect them and pulled upon the golden object while I pushed against the floor of the pond.

Yet, nothing worked and I was running out of oxygen. Would I have to abandon the treasure that lay hidden in the murky pond's depths? I stood still for a moment and released my hold on the golden object. It instantly sank back into the mire.

Only a small portion of it glistened through the dark water. With shame, I realized that I could not free the treasure. Then I remembered that it had been my intention to "feel" the water. Yes, now I felt it. It felt like shame, and guilt, and most of all, it felt like fear. ??The fear permeated every rock and every atom of the pond.

No wonder that which was beautiful could not be freed.

As I stopped my struggle, the mud that had filled the water began to settle - settle onto me. I felt it clawing at my skin reminding me of feelings that I had felt outside of the dark pond. NO! I must leave these depths and the feelings that they aroused in me. I could not save the treasure. I would have to leave it in the murky depths.

Besides, I could hold my breath no longer. I must return to the surface. The thought of escape felt good and necessary. I swam to the surface with a mixture of relief and sadness, relief that I could free myself from the silt and sadness that I could not free the hidden treasure.

My head bobbed above the surface of the pond and a cool rain rinsed the dirt off my face. I swam to the edge of the pond and pulled myself onto a rock. Standing, I allowed the gentle rain to cleanse my body. The feel of the fresh water upon my skin rejuvenated and calmed me.

The mud of the pond was easily cleared, for it was never mine. I realized then that the filth of the pond was something that I had temporarily taken on, temporarily experienced.

I looked at the pond again. It seemed clearer now. The mud that I had stirred up had again settled to the bottom. I remembered the bit of gold that was still trapped there. How could I free it?

I would have to again enter the murky pond and swim down into its darkest depth. Could I remember my own purity, even when the mud clung to my form? Could I find the bit of gold hidden beneath the silt and bring it to the surface?

"Yes," I cried to the sun that was breaking through the clouds. "I shall find what has been lost. That which has been buried and forgotten shall be found and returned. Something of great value is lost in the depths of the darkness, and I must retrieve it."

A CLOSING MESSAGE FROM THE ARCTURIANS

Dear Ones,
Perhaps, deep inside your consciousness, or even in your dreams, you have been hearing:

I AM READY TO BE MY COMPLETE SELF

You may have also heard your ego/self trying to make deals and bargains, as if there is a cost to your full awakening. In your Soul, you know that this third dimensional “deal making” is the very thinking that restricts your full awakening. Therefore, we wish to assist you to better understand and accept this message, which we have been whispering to your consciousness.

You, dear Ones, are the First. You awakened, or never forgot, while most of the world still slumbered in illusion. Your Truth set you apart from others, so you kept your knowing buried deep inside. You entered into the many dramas of third dimensional life, as well as the joys of imagination, creativity, nature, friends, family and love. But your complete SELF was always a secret—to others, as well as to your self.

Fortunately, as you walked your Path, you gradually awakened to your Complete SELF. We have seen the many disclaimers and challenges that your ego/self has created. Furthermore, your human still seeks recognition, reward if you will, for a life well lived, a job well done. It is this seeking for acclaim that sidetracks you in your process of awakening, for it is the voice of your wounded ego seeking to be healed. We wish to say to you that only YOU can give your ego that gift.

Take this moment now to fully recognize your ego/self for a job well done, for walking the arduous journey through the fears and illusions of the third dimension. Congratulate your ego for remembering to call upon Spirit to remember your SELF. Love your ego as a huge tree loves the small seed from which it once sprouted.

Plant this seed of your SELF deep in the body of Gaia and commit your courageous, victorious ego/self to being the core of Gaia. What greater recognition could your ego ever achieve than to become ONE with planet Earth.

Feel the radiating pulse of your ego/self as it breathes the breath of Gaia and beats within Her heart.

Within the core of your planetary heart, begin the process of BEING your Complete SELF. In this way, you become not only your Complete Human SELF, but your Complete Planetary SELF, as well.

Once you have awakened to your Planetary SELF, you will begin to awaken to the many expressions of your Galactic SELF who has taken form on other planets, galaxies and dimensions.

Love your SELF who is a mighty Being, a wondrous Planet and a glorious Galaxy.

With every footfall, with every breath and with every thought—remember to say

“I AM ready to BE my Complete SELF!”

We have sent you this mantra to assist you to be your SELF in your daily life.

The Game is ending, the veils of illusion are lifting, the polarities are merging and YOU are becoming your SELF.

The Divine POWER
Unconditional LOVE
And Infinite WISDOM
Of your Complete SELF is being called forth to create your new reality.

Remember your Complete Human SELF
Remember your Complete Planetary SELF
Remember you Complete Galactic SELF

This is the Clarion Call to awaken NOW!

 

We are here to guide and advise,
The Arcturians

Suzanne Lie, Suzan Caroll

www.suzanneliephd.com

www.multidimensions.com

The Journey through the arcturian corridor continues next month.

 

Thank you for returning to our Journey Through the Arcturian Corridor. If you are new to our “dress rehearsal for 2012,” please find the previous steps in the archived newsletters at: http://www.multidimensions.com/TheVision/integration_newsletters.html.
The first newsletter for this process was on September 11, 2008.